time to say good bye to year 2012.
biggest achievement is the arrival of AJ..
we love you
no word can describe my feeling now. super duper emo...
Dear, I miss you... Another 42 days to go
Another 54 days to go! Can't wait to see you.. Love you
心中的大石还是放不下，我是小气的，我做不到forgive and forget..
只能继续带着我的面具
盼望自由的到来，虽然短暂，可是我是自由的
真正的自由何时到来
我是个害怕寂寞的人也是个很自私的人，我会希望有人随传随到。
我真的不敢想象你不在的时候，我的日子会过得怎样，应该是度日如年
很后悔当初没有坚持要有房子才结婚，现在做的就是等待。希望明年就能迁入，至少是自己的狗窝。
Breast milk pumping is tiring when you have to pump 7-8 times per day..
To give the best gift to my son, I have to keep it up..
12-July is a big day for 3 of us!! I love you
女人真的好伟大，怀胎十个月所受的苦真的不是三言两语就可说尽
身体上的痛，精神上的疲劳
妈妈，我爱你
有时我在想，是我太独立还是我的命太苦？
顶着大肚子我还要用手洗衣，然后拿出去凉干。
或许你会问为什么不要用洗衣机呢？
不是我不要，而是洗衣机放在主人房,每次要洗衣都需要麻烦别人开门让我进去，很不方便...
就好像冷气一样，每天都要劳烦别人把电源打开，然后他们也不管我们是否还需要就把电源关了..
我也不知道是我要求太高还是什么.. 有时真的不自在
前工尽废，真他妈的
Applied so many creams, but they still appear.. Damn!
Left side one appeared last week, right side one just appeared!! Sigh!!!!
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My backache is killing me and I really wish you can help me to massage my back!
You didn't talk to our son for very long time.. You didn't ask about how I really feel for long time..
Baby arrives in 7 weeks time, but are you ready to welcome him?
Are we making mistake to have a baby now? It seems like the baby comes at the wrong timing..
Backache, water retention, sleepless night... Sigh!
All you know is rest and play game.. I shouldn't complaint cause you have an unmanageable boss , not cooperative colleagues and stressful job.. Sigh!
海阔天空，要学会用不同的角度看世界...
Stupid BlogWriter, it crashes so many times.. It should at least implement auto save feature to prevent data lost..
At week 32, he is 1.9kg..
Doctor told us, by week 40, he at least 3kg..
I have a big baby...
Yesterday my sister shared a sad news with me.. Her friend who is expecting too has to go for abortion cause her BB is a down syndrome baby..
I feel sad for them cause I am expecting too.. The health of my baby is my biggest concern.. So if I have to give up my baby, I do not know how am I going to handle it..
But to keep a down syndrome baby is not an easy too.. It is a huge responsibility.. Not everyone can handle it..
I hope everything will be fine and my baby will be healthy and strong..b
Just another 2 months to my EDD (expected delivery date), no mixed feeling yet... Maybe I will start to feel nervous/anxious when I reach week 36..
sometimes I feel like telling him, I didn't receive any support from him.. Besides paying for e medical bills and baby stuffs, i didn't feel his support..
What other men do to their wife during pregnancy? I have no idea.. But at least I know some of them will remind the wife to take medicine, will make maternal milk to the wife every night, will help to massage to ease their lower back pain, will go and find out what food is really good for the wife, some even go and learn cooking..
He will only move his butt when I asked him to help me..
Some might think my statement is unfair to him.. Cause he will not know I needed help.. Maybe you guys are right..
I dunno.. Sometimes I feel like telling him my feeling, but I afraid I might hurt him.. Cause he has his own problem, he is very tired at work.. So I shouldn't bring this up and ruin his mood/rest..
Maybe I should tell him my feeling or try to be independent.. Without him, I still can live well!
看到别人大口大口的把冰冷的啤酒灌进肚子，我就好羡慕，我也好想喝哦
想到以后我要对另一个人的人生负责，那压力就让我好害怕。
每个人都有黑暗的一面，我也不例外，毕竟我不是圣人。。
我也是有不可告人秘密，为什么就不能接受他人的坦白
人真的很矛盾，告诉自己要看开，可是却耿耿于怀。
不想了，肚子好重，腰好痛。真辛苦。
有时真的会后悔，有时却很高兴，人真难满足
我还是会怀恋以前的欢乐时光，以后应该不会有机会了
要知足，知足常乐啊！
Hope everything will be alright..
Hope he has nothing to do with the incident.
Why so many unhappy things happened to him??
Can't he just hv an more easier life..
I am worried.. Will everything alright??
老公说，我身上开始有赘肉了，皮皮下垂了.... 好不是滋味哦
他说，月子要做好, 一定要穿上调整型内衣... 哭泣中
Are we ready to accept the challenge? I am not sure..
The arrival of our new baby will definitely change our life, we will have to sacrify a lot of our personal time, our freedom, plan and goal..
Another 16 weeks we will get to meet our son..
I wish I will have a healthy baby boy... That's all I ask for...
I have done something very stupid.. My ignorance might destroy it..
How can I ensure he is completely OK ?
Feel very bad, just pray to god he will be alright..
Hope the god hear my prayer...
I am sorry..
I'm always wonder how is he doing now? Is everything alright? I wonder is there a way to make connection with him??
Hi, happy lunar new year! Enjoy the "dragon" year and have fun in exploring.